I know...

It's been awhile and I still haven't really updated but I needed to write tonight. I'm not sure why. Long story short, I've always believed in love, and I've always wanted a long-term relationship, but I've never been sold on marriage. I'm still not. I may have met a man that has changed my mind...who knows? However, I do know this, I'll never need "til death do us part". I'll never need "To you I lawfully wed", but I think one day I need someone to say this to me (I won't lie, I got this from the television:

"With this ring, I give you my heart, and promise that you will never walk alone. May my heart be your shelter and my arms be your home."


I give no fucks that the NYC Housewives said it first. Those words speak to me. I don't need documents, or kids, or even rings...but I want to find someone that will tell me that I will never walk alone.


I bawled like a baby when I heard those words as opposed to traditional wedding vows. No mention of god, or faithfulness, or morality, or threats..just a promise, the most beautiful thing I've ever heard at a wedding. You have my heart so you'll never be alone. My guy should know I feel that way. That's all I want. Take my heart and stay with me, not because you have to but because you want to. No strings or rings attached.